The Two Hour Wait (IVF)

Us IVFers always talk about the TTW (Two Week Wait) you know the longest 2 weeks of your life wondering if all the prep from the start of your cycle till ovulation has worked.. constantly POAS (Peeing on a Stick) to see if you will finally get they BFP.

But what about that 2 Hour Wait… you got that BFP, and BFP again… and BFP again.. still in shock… wondering if it’s really REALLY true..so you get your blood work done and …. tick tock tick tock… wait for the words to come straight from the nurse’s mouth.

I had my 2nd beta test this morning. Since they have an in-office lab, they said I’ll be getting a call at 12:30pm… tick tock tick tock..

Is the phone volume on high? Is it getting a good signal? I stare at the phone.

I’m not-so-patiently pacing through the Two Hour Wait

 

UPDATE: The nurse must have heard my incessant finger-tapping from miles away, because she called a half-hour early. My second beta results were 170 (first test was 67) so all is good! First sonogram scheduled for May 21st  GOD IS GOOD!

How Do I Write This Post? (IVF)

In short, I’m Pregnant!

For 3+ years, I’ve been trolling blogs and infertility forums.  Wishing and dreaming that the “BFP” (Big Fat Positive) post would be something I could share one day.

I never planned how I would announce this special moment – and now I am just speechless.

I’m pregnant.  ***Let me just let that sink in*** I have a little one (maybe two) growing inside me.

Still in shock.

On Wednesday, I had a hunch. I was still very crampy, I felt like my cycle was coming on any minute now… but it was different.  So I drove to CVS and bought a test.  I couldn’t believe how quickly the “+” showed up.  I couldn’t wait to tell hubby in person, so I emailed him this picture:

20140430_083509We bought these booties years ago, when we first started “trying”… I had to dig them out from the back of the closet, forgot all about them – until now.

He was speechless.  Next thing I knew, he was at the door – he came home from work to give me a hug. We both didn’t know what to say!

That evening I spotted just a little, so I took another test – still positive.  I called the doctor the next morning and they took a blood test – still positive.

Last night I took another test – still positive. I am in awe. And I’m grateful to God, so grateful.

I have another beta (blood) test tomorrow morning so I am praying all is well!

Here were/are my symptoms:

d1p5dt: Cramps

d2p5dt: Cramps, feel like my period is about to start, irritated

d3p5dt: Cramps – front to lower back, irritated, sleepy, breasts sore

d4p5dt: same

d5p5dt: same

d6p5dt: same, and gassy (Clearblue Plus: BFP)

d7p5dt: Cramping subsided a bit but keep feeling a twinge in my lower abdomen, gassy, breasts still sore (Clearblue Plus: BFP, Beta positive: 60-something-something… I was in such shock, I forgot the numbers)

d8p5dt: Less cramping, twinge still in my lower abdomen (hard to explain), nauseous… (First Signal: BFP)